By Unknown On 1:10 PM with 0 Comments
Hey Guys. Been awhile, huh? I disappeared, neglected messages, stopped writing.  I suppose that is obvious, one need only look at my blog. Unfinished, forgotten. Yet over the years, I received many messages

Ramblings... The End.

Ramblings... The End.

By Unknown On 11:20 AM with 0 Comments
Had a dream last night where I got to be your little, your submissive. Wasn’t much of a dream, just enough to remind me of what it all felt like. Everything I used

Being Used and Vulnerability

Being Used and Vulnerability

By Unknown On 10:55 AM with 0 Comments
I guess I shouldn't compare too much, it is just that well... In the world of BDSM there is a lot of give and take from both sides. She gives herself completely in

Things that make me feel submissive

Things that make me feel submissive

By Unknown On 11:52 AM with 0 Comments
Some of these are fantasy/kink and I have not experienced them. Hence I may actually not like them much. No idea, just going from my head. Having me edge myself routinely.  Telling me

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Failing at Orgasm Denial

Failing at Orgasm Denial

By Unknown On 6:15 PM with 0 Comments
Well, I got to cum on Friday night. I had had 4 days of edging every few hours, getting used and no Orgasms. I felt great, frustrated but completely wonderful. We fucked, he

Today

Today

By Unknown On 8:06 AM with 0 Comments
Today is hard. Too hard. I can't even talk about it. I want to throw in the towel, I want to give up. But I can't. I want to scream, I can't. I

Orgasm Denial Update

Orgasm Denial Update

By Unknown On 9:35 AM with 0 Comments
Only a few days ago I wrote a post on why I wanted Orgasm Control/Denial. Well I got it, and I did not in anyway expect it so soon. I talked to my

Why I want Orgasm Denial

Why I want Orgasm Denial

By Unknown On 6:53 PM with 0 Comments
I have no idea why Orgasm Denial makes me feel so fucking incredible. I know my husband loves to see me cum, even when I am dying for him to deny me. So

Dear Diary 3/01/2015

Dear Diary 3/01/2015

By Unknown On 9:58 PM with 0 Comments
I have had so much change going on lately, it is hard to know where to start. I brought the book Surrendered Wife and started reading it a day before going on holiday

Spiritually Submissive's Personal Rules and Goals

Spiritually Submissive's Personal Rules and Goals

By Unknown On 9:00 PM with 0 Comments
Spiritually Submissive's Personal Rules and Goals Super important ones are in bold. My goals Learn to speak in softer more pleasing tones. Stop biting fingernails, make hands look attractive. Learn how to use

So This is Respect?

So This is Respect?

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It occurred to me this morning what it is that makes following orders in a D/s relationship so important and necessary. I read about respect a lot during my, well... Lets just call

Surrendered Wife?

Surrendered Wife?

By On 2:27 PM with 0 Comments
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Well the holidays have been intense for sure. I took a break from writing for about two weeks. I must say I needed it, because my reasons for not sharing are basically because

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Dominance for Beginners

Dominance for Beginners

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What is a Dominant?  A Dominant is a person who enjoys taking control or being dominant over his or her life, but more specifically enjoys expressing this dominance over another person. This person

Dear Diary - 11/12/2014

Dear Diary - 11/12/2014

By Unknown On 10:00 PM with 0 Comments
Today I decided to take action and start documenting the basics of each day, eating, moods, thoughts, feelings, nice things, not so nice things and general whatever. This is what I intended originally

Strength to the submissive

Strength to the submissive

By On 10:43 AM with 0 Comments
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To have faith is to trust yourself to the water. When you swim you don't grab hold of the water, because if you do you will sink and drown. Instead you relax, and

Personal Post: Assholes, Don't be one.

Personal Post: Assholes, Don't be one.

By On 6:16 PM with 0 Comments
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Something Wonderful Happened Tonight it would seem I received a bit of a lecture. One that told me exactly what I needed to hear even if it was slightly hard at times to

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