Hey Guys. Been awhile, huh? I disappeared, neglected messages, stopped writing.  I suppose that is obvious, one need only look at...

Had a dream last night where I got to be your little, your submissive. Wasn’t much of a dream, just enough to remind me of what it all felt...

I guess I shouldn't compare too much, it is just that well... In the world of BDSM there is a lot of give and take from both sides. She...

Some of these are fantasy/kink and I have not experienced them. Hence I may actually not like them much. No idea, just going from my head. ...

Well, I got to cum on Friday night. I had had 4 days of edging every few hours, getting used and no Orgasms. I felt great, frustrated but co...

Today is hard. Too hard. I can't even talk about it. I want to throw in the towel, I want to give up. But I can't. I want to scream,...

Only a few days ago I wrote a post on why I wanted Orgasm Control/Denial. Well I got it, and I did not in anyway expect it so soon. I talked...

I have no idea why Orgasm Denial makes me feel so fucking incredible. I know my husband loves to see me cum, even when I am dying for him ...

I have had so much change going on lately, it is hard to know where to start. I brought the book Surrendered Wife and started reading it a d...

Spiritually Submissive's Personal Rules and Goals Super important ones are in bold. My goals Learn to speak in softer more pleas...

It occurred to me this morning what it is that makes following orders in a D/s relationship so important and necessary. I read about res...

Well the holidays have been intense for sure. I took a break from writing for about two weeks. I must say I needed it, because my reas...

What is a Dominant?  A Dominant is a person who enjoys taking control or being dominant over his or her life, but more specifically...

Today I decided to take action and start documenting the basics of each day, eating, moods, thoughts, feelings, nice things, not so nice th...

To have faith is to trust yourself to the water. When you swim you don't grab hold of the water, because if you do you will sink...

Something Wonderful Happened Tonight it would seem I received a bit of a lecture. One that told me exactly what I needed to hear ev...